Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.
Bill Gates

ini saya?

bintang jgn tipu sy . bulan juga . sy kecil kt dunia . hey , penat sy menipu kt dunia sekarang yg SEBENAR .

Thursday, September 16, 2010

good bye :(

i look back . what a horrible life . i have to make something . yes!! wake up stupid lazy dummy .




no more happy , laugh .
lps nie ak xkn post !!

smpi spm

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

riot di tesco !

ni atib . dia bdk plg gedik kt dlm family . ayat dia "asyik atib jea "
semalam pipi aku lenguh sbb asyik gelak .





dah habis main ni . dia nk keluar dr troli . tp, x boleh . dia terjatuh. org lain x bole tlg sebab tergelak2 . dia pula mnjerit2 mintak tolong


Monday, September 13, 2010

syawal



RAYA ??

kau suka ?

ak menangis . bengang . ramadhan pergi .

mereka gembira . raya datang lagi :)
wahh , bunga api di malam raya ,
ketupat di dapur ,
baju raya di gosok ,

ketawa n gembira . saudara- mara pulang ,
atuk nenek suka .

menganyam bukan tugas ku (x reti )
isi beras jd keutamaan .

mereka menangis bermaaf- maafaan . sedih
aku? photografer :P (gamba ak upload nanti )


hari makin tinggi
nafsu utk mengUPDATE makin kurang
trial just like A NIGHTMARE


org mest pelik , nape THE NERD
well ,
lets flashback ..
diciptakan seorg insan (lagu siti )

sebenar ak bdk yg belagak n bajet kat mane2 sekalipun . ak rase sume org patut berada di bwh arhn ak . ak petah bercakap (sume jenis bahas, forum ak sapu) , hebat sukan ,brjwtn tinggi , blaja pon boleh laa . oleh yg demikian , ak jd bongkak n lupa diri . org kate ak kaki ampu n mcm2 lagi . semua org benci ak . then ap jd ? my mum hadiahkn i a holy quran with tafsir . i began to read the translation . selama nie , bace arab jea . bukan faham pon . i realise that LIFE is about me ibadah . I try to change from a monster to a better person . i'm done talking and try to be an untalkative person . believe me .. i'm trying to change . thats why im THE NERD .
SPM dah memanggil , so ak kene gak berkepit dgn buku . fone ak patah dua . hebat kn ? raya punya pasal .





Friday, September 3, 2010

lompat bangunan (bunuh diri)

sengal . ramadhan belum habis . lagu raya dah mcm zikir kt bibir masyarakat . mungkin sebab tuu kut lailatulqadar berada pada 10 mlm terakhir . pernah jumpa lailatulqadar ? jom kita buru !



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bodoh . sy delete blog lame . sebab , blog tu palsu !! mcm hidup dlm buih , mahu keluar utk hirup oxygen tp, takot kotor . itu sy . NOW , i'm the nerd .



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lagi dua bulan , spm memburu , masa mencemburu , sy rase berbulu , sebab x habis baca buku . pernah x rase mcm perlu bunuh diri sebab rase dunia akn hancur bila kita gagal buat sesuatuu . .biasalah bila dah bunuh diri selesai . pernah x? ak pernah . serious . time tuu , rase nk bunuh diri jew !! dah la nak cepat , buat hal , gagal pulak !! aduh ! suicide lagi bagus . dlm saat tu , x sape boleh halang , kemarahan melampau membuatkn manusia bertindak di luar jangkaan . lalu sy terus melakukan ini :


ARGGGHHHHH . puas hati kaw !! td bila ak nak masukkan dakwat pensil , patah , ak masukkn lagi , x boleh masuk . tinggal 1 jea lead pensil . dengan kesabaran dn penuh konstrentasi , ak cuba masukkan . ok , dh masuk suku , separuh .... arrghh , PATAH !!!
bunuh diri laa . akhirnya tamat la riwayat pensil tekan tu . ak campak masuk rumah jiran , harap kucing dia yg gila tu x mkn pensil tu. *pensil tu yg suicide .


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berbuka di concord shah alam . kembung perut mcm ikan kembung mama goreng semalam .




kawan = oxygen

ak tahu , ramai x suke kaw .
tp, ak suka kaw . sbb kw pernah ckp kt ak yg ak special friend kaw
*senyum*

tp,
kw pergi jauh
jauh sangat . tinggalkn ak .
org yg x suka kaw pun mula kutuk kaw .
pd mula nya ,
ak sedih
tp, lame2 ak jd x suka kaw
sebab kaw x contact ak

jahat x ak?

baru2 ni ak selongkar bilik .
ak jumpa kad yg kaw bagi ak :



title : you're a special friend
to : my name
dear my beloved my name
friend are just not friend . we need them to make us smile . here are some last speech i took from a magazine :
title : fake or real friend
f : never ask for food
r : the reason that we dont have food
f : call ur parents mr, mrs
r : call ur parebts mom n dad
f : never seen u cry
r : cry with u
f : know a few things about u
r : could write a book about you with direct quotes from u
f : will leave you behind , if that is the crowd is doing
r : will kick the whole crowd that leave you
i just wanna wish you a happy birthday and a long live .
dont ever forget who i am bcoz i've been your friend once that always written in your life history .
-hope to see you again-





*sedih*
my mum slalu pesan sejak ak 6 tahun lg , (time tu ak nk naik van g tadika) she said to me :



a friend in need is a friend indeed
eventhough, i have many friends . tp, ak x rase semua kwn2 ak tu ikhlas to make a friendship.
i hate them !! mmg dunia ni mcm2 . kdag2 kita x sedar yg kwn yg plg kita percaya adalah the worst nemessis .